I become resistant to
any mood stabilising medication
that I take daily
Here’s the typical scenario. I start a new medication, one that says it takes 1-2 weeks to take effect. I start getting a noticeable response to the drugs within hours – sometimes in less than one hour. So that’s good.
But then the drug stops working. This usually happens 3-4 days after I started taking it. Really, the medication stops having much effect, if any. If I respond by taking a higher dose, then I get a boost in its effect, but then that dose also stops having any effect after a few days.
I have done this stepwise increase of the dose with a few of the drugs. Increasing the dose has no long term effect on the effectiveness of the drug, but the side effects get worse and worse.
…but it will work again if I stop taking it for a while
If I stop taking the drug for about three or four days, I lose the resistance and the drug starts working again. But if I start taking it daily again, the whole pattern repeats and I develop the resistance once more.
This has happened to every mood stabilising medication drug that I have tried, including the time I took coffee as if it were an antidepressant medication.
Does this happen to anyone else? Please leave a comment.
Additional Info: I have a consistent pattern of cycling – 7-8 days hypomanic then 7-8 days depressed. The cycles are continuous – there are no periods of normalcy. I’m also supersensitive to mood stabilising drugs – I usually get a strong reaction at less than the stated therapeutic doses.
The three workarounds I can think of – don’t work
One possible solution is to take the mood stabilising drug intermittently – three days on and three days off, or something like that. The problem is that this workaround doesn’t work very well. The cycles of my mood swings continue to run in the background, and if they happen to coincide with a period when the meds aren’t working or when I’m not on meds, then I get depressed.
And once I get depressed, all my plans derail. Usually for a few months.
What about alternating two drugs every few days? I haven’t tried this because the idea of dealing with the side effects of coming off one drug at the same time as dealing with the side effects of starting a new drug kinda gives me pause. Doing this can’t possibly be very safe or pleasant, and I’m suspecting that this is likely to run into the same likelihood of being derailed as the previous idea.
What about not taking the drugs while I am manic (which is well controlled), and taking them just before I start to get depressed? Two problems. The first is timing – if I miscalculate when I am about to get depressed, then I won’t take the drugs in time for them to work against the depression. And my mood cycles are reliable, but not that reliable. The second problem is that the drugs work for 3-4 days, but the depression episodes lasts for 7-8 days. Can you see the problem?
In the last scenario, I should theoretically be able to get a system to work. All I need to do is be more vigilant and responsive to the signs of my changing moods. And I am. But, well..it doesn’t work in the real world. I’ve tried on a few occasions. All I need is a distraction like having to carry the dogs to the vet or my mom inviting me to pass for dinner to derail this system.
Well, there is one exception…that works on mania
The upshot of my resistance to the mood stabilising medications has been that there are no medications that work well for me. Except one.
In a rather happy happenstance, my antimanic drug Tegretol works. But it’s method of action is completely non-standard. I do not take Tegretol daily. Since I have been able to manage my mania quite well, I only take it when I feel that the mania is getting past my ability to handle using non-drug interventions.
So. I only take Tegretol when I am feeling manic. Just like I would take Advil for a headache.
…that doesn’t work if I use it in a standard way
When I take the Tegretol, it stops the mania within 20 minutes and keeps it from reoccurring for about 8-10 hours. Because so much time passes between taking Tegretol and when the effect wears off, the sensation of mania usually drops to a level that can be managed using behaviour modification alone. I usually don’t have to take Tegretol more than once for any manic mood cycle, and usually less frequently even than this.
Interestingly, if I take Tegretol continuously, it stops working, just like all the other drugs and does not stop my mania from happening.
So. I have a drug that I can use effectively against mania because
- I’m apparently supersensitive to drugs, so
- The drug can make a decisive change in my moods in less than 8-10 hours, and
- The decisive change in moods sticks, even after I stop taking the drug,
- So I don’t have to take it continuously, and
- Because I don’t take it continuously, it works each time I use it.
Wish I had something that worked for depression
I’m pretty sure this runs counter to conventional wisdom about medications for mood swings. But hey, it works. And that’s the important thing.
Unfortunately, I still have no equivalent drug for depression that reliably works. 😦